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Thursday, September 29, 2005
just to frustrate my anger!!!
firstly, my mood was alr grumpy because of some things. and whn i get home, it's worse.
my mother blame me for not able to attend the dinner this sat cos i'm working. she said : change to morning shift la. WTH, I DUN OWN THE COMPANY!! she say until like i want to change then can change. and it's so sudden. it's like i'm workin, u should at least tell me earlier so i can tell me schedule to my manager before they plan the schedule rite??? and she gave a stupid reason by saying "your father onli told me about the dinner today!!" SO ITS MY FAULT LA!!!!
bloody hell...fancy screaming to me abt this. FINE ITS MY FAULT THEN. ARGH
i'm too frustrated to blog anymore!
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Saturday, September 17, 2005
well, just to update that i've started working agn. decided to work for the extra money to spend on my never ending list of things to buy.
i've thought for very long after deciding not to go back to the high pay restaurant. i know the pay is high there, but it's very stressful to work there. so i've decided to change to a new working environment. =) hope everything gonna be fine.
got a shock on my first day of work that most of them are my oj ex-collegues. haha well, i sort of regretted a little whn i came to know that the pay for first 28 hours trial period is so so so pathetically low that i've never had this rate before. i shall not tell the rate if not everyone will start laughing at me. argh, i slog like cow and the pay is so damn bloodly freaking low. well, the normal 4.50/hr is alr considered low for me as i get paid 7/hr whn i work in shiraishi restaurant BUT the trial period's pay is even lesser!!!! *faint*
but well, as long as i'm happy workin there, i dun think i'll mind. pray that i'll be happy workin there. hee
oh yah, its been a few month since i worked so the first few days of restartin work is like hell. i swear i wun feel a thing even if u chopped off my legs...its too numb n tired to feel anything...
very worn out. shall rest n slp... tata
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Tuesday, September 13, 2005
Exams are round the corner and i still cant get myself to start studying. went down to airport with the aim of studying, instead we ended up shopping and walking around. this is really bad...
Oh yah, my PTN, Hui Kam Lin has resigned. how sad. so we'll be having a new ptn next sem. pray hard it'll nt be that wl. i'll die if she become my ptn. well, miss hui is a rather good ptn, in the sense she's a patient lecturer and she's nice to all of us. rather lenient too =) hmm, good luck in her future endeavour.
p/s Can anyone give some comment on which perfume should i get? well, i had a hard time choosing bewteen the RALPH by Ralph Lauren or the INTENSE by Hugo Boss. or should i jus get both? hee =)
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Thursday, September 08, 2005
Wow, its been donkey years since i updated my blog.
I have nuttin to do. Cant get myself into the study mood for exams. Arghh...
Suddenly, i felt as if i am so KE LIAN. so pathetic; i have bed but cant slp there. Have computer but cannot use. Have aircon but cannot on. Well, currently i'm in my living room, using my laptop to update this blog, fan turning here n there instead of the cooling aircon, n last of all, the blanket on the floor shall be my bed for the time being. A question just came to my mind : WHY AM I IN SUCH PATHETIC STATE??? well, i guess the living room shall be my room until the renovation FINISH.
Oh yah, speaking of which, i've bought a new laptop for myself. I mean my dad bought it for me. But its a laptop that i can proudly say "its mine". =) glad i hav my lappie now, if not i wun be able to go online. And the messy state of my house now practically dun allow me to do anything. wat a sad life. haha
Exams are coming. i nit someone to motivate me to study. Although theres only 2 papers, but both nit alot of read up and memorisation. just cant switch to the exam-cum-study mode. arghh....hate myself for this.
Oh yah, received a news from linda. she asked me if i'm interested to work in gelare. well, pay is not as high as ritz carlton but the environment is definitely better, i mean at least i know i will be happier working there than in ritz. So how? should i work? im afraid that the projects or sch timetable may clash with my working schedule. But working wil have extra money to buy the things i want!!!!
Since i'm on the topic of the things i want. i want my COACH KEYRING!!! ok, wake up pat!! you dont have extra money to buy a $95 keyring now!! but the keyring is very nice...hee any kind soul want to buy for me as a prezzie? haha
Well, i want to get a new phone too. since that day i nearly lost my phone and it was drenched in buckets of rain, my phone has not been functioning well. surprisingly it can off and on automatically. arghh. lousy phone..decided to get the samsung e730. but wait till i get the money!! haha
I'm tired. shall have some slp now. tata
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