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Tuesday, August 30, 2005
I've just received a shocking news today. My okaasan replied my email and told me what had been happening for the past one year. I was shocked. Totally shocked. And i felt guilty for not being there for her when she needed comfort most.
She had formally divorce with her husband. That explains the point why she had been moving house lately and being so busy. So it dated way back in May 2004 when they had a quarrel. Many things happened in between and eventually they got divorced. I feel sad for them. Sad for Aiko too.
Okaasan sounded so sad in the email. I hope she's doing fine now. Due to the stress, she has nt been feeling well. Hope she take care of herself!!! After hearing the news, have this urge of flying back to japan immediately to visit her. i miss her so much.
i do not know the reason why she choose to wait till now thn tell me the incident, but i dun blame her, i guess she just doesnt want me to worry. I feel so useless for being ignorant and not understanding the pain she had been going through.
I can assure that she's a very very good mother. And hope she can gain back her confidence and be that cheerful mother i use to see. Thinking back, they seems to have that 'big' quarrel not long after they return to japan after visiting me in singapore last year. Although i wanna knoe wat happen, but i guess i shall nt ask.
lastly, i just want her to take care of her health. And hope Aiko is doing fine too. Happy girl as always!!
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